Arvind Dichpally

Today as usual after a busy office day was returning home with my usual heavy heart of going back to a cocoon that i have built all this month's to hide myself from the world & not to show anyone what my eyes are speaking....noticed & almost seemed diabolic incident and somehow wondering if I could go home at all from office when a small baby met with a terrible accident just a lane in- front of me. Suddenly i could see with-in minutes the lady's car who was driving crashed to death(could have) and again those moments of pain were captured by my eyes, i got down the car rushed to see but was blocking the way for emergency vehicles to even help in whatever way i could....after many a days i felt so helpless, when i wanted to do something to contain the situation but couldn't do anything. It took me close to another hour or so to rush back home, come back to the same place where this incident happened only to know that the lady was actually working in my office.

Sometime my lips smile even in pain -- and those are moments when i remember the memories i shared with you and the moment i spent with you, All those past moments i got in my life with you even for a moment itself, i felt real and had i true smile. My days with you were true and those days in your arms which i spent my nights were true and today when i remember those moments, those moments force me to forget all my sorrows. Whenever i remember those memories and those past moments, those times when you were putting your head on my shoulders and those times you were hiding in my heart dear were true for me. Today i'm lost and feel like broken glass, today when i recollect those moments we shared it vanishes the loneliness in my heart even in pain i get smile...Love you always.