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Distance between U & Me!!

There are so many moments that I remember, that just come into my mind and have become like pictures, how do I forget them? How can i forget them & what do I tell my heart...there are so moments & there are so many things that my heart wants to pour out at times but sadly they have become silent on my lips...some day, listen to them, someday feel them, know what tears has to say…where did i lost you, where did all the nights, evening & days gone when we spent with each other....was it all dream??

Why dint this story not finish?...where did this distance come from, in both our hearts, an unknown sorrow is hidden....will it ever reduce, what can one say....both of us had once obtained in a curve of life & what sort of loneliness, what can one say...how alone is this moment.

The smoke languishes in the breath, where has this distance come from?

So many moments, I remember they become like pictures....how do I forget them,how can i forget them & what do I tell to my heart??

After thinking about you today, the heart remembers the moments from the past...why have these tears appeared, what can I say now, when you looked at me in such a way that an expectation has grown…to once again have your love, what do I do now??

Where have we come to? I turn and see the caravan of the heart, where did this distance come from?? There are so many things I need to say, that are silent on my lips....some day, listen to them…why are we you so lost??

Comments

Anonymous said…
Feel sorry for you buddy, i know you loved Manisha Amdiyala but after she was broken inside, she moved with her life. It is hard for a person like you to look beyond but the more you are punishing like this will only make everyone around you upset.

Manisha Amdiyala choose her life without listening to you nor did her family, so why would you take all the blame on yourself? Nothing matters to her now as she choose her life away from you & your family, i'm sure with the path she choose will be able to forgive you...so you also need to do the same.

Don't spoil your life like this buddy. The person Manisha Amdiyala what we know was not like this....she was kind heart and would give you a hearing but unfortunately she never felt responsible to bid you one final Goodbye by speaking with you for the sake of being in 5 year relation....so why such remorse??

Try to give smile to others with your life & yes we do pray that someday Mrs.Manisha Amdiyala would recognize your love, both of you lost each other a wonderful persons.
Anonymous said…
Heart aches...... When all of a sudden one day all your cherishing moments days and life ahead become just a memory and will be left with so many qus unanswered not knowing y this is happening. Its like you need to wrap all the moments spent all through till now in some nook n corner of ur heart and just weep silentely when they are cherished again n again.

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